wat is my problem
Date: Wednesday, May 27, 2009
I MISS YU WEN!!!!
okay seriously i am gonna explode t'dae!!!
i've bottled up all my feeling untill i can feel the pressure inside me!!!
frenz sometimes do promise lah tat they remain frens 4eva bt i think it is seriously ridiculous
becoz it isn't true they can't be frens 4eva (xcept some cases)
to someone(not male)-
i've always wanted u
i knw we had some misunderstanding
bt i still treat u as others
bt now...
i feel we are gonna _____
i dunno why bt tis doesen't look gd to me
bt still who am i to stop
bt why is tis a punishment for me or a change
bt wateva it is it still hurts:(
to another someone(not male)
i dunno why bt i feel we are breaking apart
i want to tell u why
bt i can't
even if i tell
u can't understand
neither can i
it is not juz a misunderstanding it is MORE than tat
tis won't stop here
bt b4 it is serious
u will knw the truth!
to another person(again not male)
u & i dun hav any conflicts yet
bt i'm scared can tis continue...
can we be like tis 4 rest of the time
pls dun abandon me like wat the others did
i hav hope u will still be wit me
bt my world is tearing into half
i chose the left side bt i feel
u would be stuck in the other
and would u seperate frm me???
maybe yes...
first when i came to ai i luved it
when i was posted to 1e5 i luved it
when i was in choir i loved it
bt now...
i ____ ai
i ____ (not really lah) 1e5
i ____ choir
the only thing tat makes me happy is leadership so i seriously wish
it won't fall in my _______ list and i knw it won't
so ya that's all i guess :(
Signing Off~